it's 1am and i suppose to be studyin for my test
but yeahh i'm half way done whatever
during the weekends i worked and it's not as bad
i laugh i wince at the pain on my feet
and today's science lesson isn't that bad either
i laugh at indian jokes i wince when the guys
in my class said they hate me...ahah i hate them too
these past few days i have been meeting different people
when i see them they make me smile for a moment laugh my ass off
but then it hits me back like a bullet and i worry again
i worry about if the friendship i have with them is going to last
once my brother asked me if i have hanged out with my close
secondary school friend, felita..and i said no because both
of us is busy..busy with work busy with school
and besides we are in diffrerent schools so it's hard
then i thought to myself
friendship
will they last long or do they last long as you
study in the same school with that person
i can't imagine my life without hids and darren
whenever i feel like losing my mind both of them will
always be there to make me feel better
hids with her randomness just makes me burst out and just laaughh
darren who always listens and advice giiving me the guy point of view
remember when we ate at food culture and i was being pissed at you guys
making fun of me and shit and i after giving them a piece of my mind
i took the chicken off darren's plate coz i finished mine and u guys
laugh lyk shit...gahh i missed those days
friends come and go
and i just hate it when this happens because they suddenly
become this stranger to you
from being part of their life to being nothing at all
that abrupt stop is just so weird..so sudden
but this is life, things does not neccesserily go your way
i used to say i am a perfectionist who scrutinize every single
bit of everything to make sure it's up to standard
but as cliche as it sounds we should'nt be afraid to make mistakes
it's good that we make mistakes because even though there is
imperfection at least we tried our best and learnt from it
now i learn to take life easy
instead of being so bloody negative all the time
be thankful that at least you still have friends around you
as much as i miss felita and victoria and hui ting, at least i have
my besties my friends my classmates whom i love to bits
accept that there is imperfection
and so what if people mock of your mistakes
phfft it's not as they don't made them too right
life, take it easy
one step at the time
relaksuah
that's how i'm living my life
but yeahh i'm half way done whatever
during the weekends i worked and it's not as bad
i laugh i wince at the pain on my feet
and today's science lesson isn't that bad either
i laugh at indian jokes i wince when the guys
in my class said they hate me...ahah i hate them too
these past few days i have been meeting different people
when i see them they make me smile for a moment laugh my ass off
but then it hits me back like a bullet and i worry again
i worry about if the friendship i have with them is going to last
once my brother asked me if i have hanged out with my close
secondary school friend, felita..and i said no because both
of us is busy..busy with work busy with school
and besides we are in diffrerent schools so it's hard
then i thought to myself
friendship
will they last long or do they last long as you
study in the same school with that person
i can't imagine my life without hids and darren
whenever i feel like losing my mind both of them will
always be there to make me feel better
hids with her randomness just makes me burst out and just laaughh
darren who always listens and advice giiving me the guy point of view
remember when we ate at food culture and i was being pissed at you guys
making fun of me and shit and i after giving them a piece of my mind
i took the chicken off darren's plate coz i finished mine and u guys
laugh lyk shit...gahh i missed those days
friends come and go
and i just hate it when this happens because they suddenly
become this stranger to you
from being part of their life to being nothing at all
that abrupt stop is just so weird..so sudden
but this is life, things does not neccesserily go your way
i used to say i am a perfectionist who scrutinize every single
bit of everything to make sure it's up to standard
but as cliche as it sounds we should'nt be afraid to make mistakes
it's good that we make mistakes because even though there is
imperfection at least we tried our best and learnt from it
now i learn to take life easy
instead of being so bloody negative all the time
be thankful that at least you still have friends around you
as much as i miss felita and victoria and hui ting, at least i have
my besties my friends my classmates whom i love to bits
accept that there is imperfection
and so what if people mock of your mistakes
phfft it's not as they don't made them too right
life, take it easy
one step at the time
relaksuah
that's how i'm living my life
