4.22.2008

I went to the tennis tryouts and saw girls i think half the size of me all around me..lol

i mean i'm not whining abut my weight or shit..lyk i don't think about calories now, surprisingly if i don't buy a chocalate milksahke or regret eating a fries..i'm comfortable the way i am now.. it's just that STUPID LITTLE VOICE at the back of my head telling me to be miserable and go on a diet..lyk i juz can't get over it altogether..lyk does it mean if a person is big he/she can't do well in sports?? i mean lyk i have never join a sports cca b4..no harm tryin right..then why discriminate ppl who don't know a skill but are willing to learn and try out something new??who knows the possibilities they can do right??

Instead they wanna take the experienced ones the ppl who knows a thing or two..

like when hidayah and i joined the band we don't know a shit about reading musicor playing an instrument..but in the end we don't suck at all..i mean at least we got stronger and wiser after the whole thing right..its frusfrating and i have likesoo much anger in me right now at the ppl who judge other ppl

[in need for retail therapy]



I WOULD RATHER BE DISLIKED FOR WHAT I AM THAN LIKED FOR WHAT I AM NOT



LOVE URE HATERS COZ THEY ARE URE BIGGEST FANS



I HATE THE WORD HATE



these are the brilliant phrases spoken by kanye west himself which i can definitely relate

urgh i want him to come have a concert in singapore NOW!!