it's been a busy week
the holidays are going to be over soon
sigh...the band had a lot of practices this week
to prepare for syf..
on monday we went to vch to have an exchange with other schools
and we fucked up..i feel sooo sian OH GAWD!!
i have to really work hard coz this is going to last year in fajar and
i wanna make the best out of it
i felt soo guilty juz now...i made my junior cried coz i scolded her
when she kept repeating the same mistakes
we practices again again and again
countless times but still cannot do the right thing
isit because of me??
am i to complicated that she cannot get what i'm saying
sigh-wateva la..
at least i was happy to see jun hau juz now
he came back to teach us..i miss having a senior around '',
o yah aniways yesterday we went to chong cheng
and mr nonami conducted both bands
he was soo cute and yah i learnt alot from him
lyk el cam the slow part have to push more air at the beginning part
he kept saying lontong
which is so weird why would he want say some malay food
i figured out what he meant just now when i was having dinner with hidayah at kfc
which is long tone
soo weird and funny
i'm soo scared with the band lyk i dunnoe if we're gonna progress and all
it's soo difficult when there's lyk some ppl who are not passionate enough for band
i mean...sigh i dunnoe it's all so difficult
